Endless

I am rolling in the deep abyss
struggling in the deep depression.
I want to cry
but I am affair of crying
my eye has been filled by water all these days
but no ones ever know
cause they think I am strong
but what I need was just some console
and tell me everything will be okay
but no ones ever know.
I am too tired
struggling in the mud
the bottomless abyss
hopeless and helpless.
Can somebody help me?

Somebody help me please.

This is painful
I don't want to suffer anymore
This is torture
but he never leave me alone.

I am struggling in the deep desperation
And there are endless darkness...